afraid of what?

WHAT AM I AFRAID OF?

it's not spiders
it's not snakes
it's not the darkness
it's not the light
it's not of standing on stage
it's not of monsters

it's not of small rooms

it's not of death really

it's not of being lonely

it's not of you....

it's of me, myself and everything that comes to my mind.

where do i belong?

can't breathe,
can't stop breathing.

my heart doesn't beat,
it can't simply stop.

i'm too weak to live,
too strong to die.

(uh, i said something i will come to regret)

ihoptrasslade orkanvilda journaler

allt har trasslat ihop sig nu
lös den här knuten, snälla.

allt är som en orkan
lugna stormen, snälla.

allt är som ihopblandade journaler
se nu till att operera rätt person.

fastbunden.

jag är som fastbunden vid mina tankar,
jag river
jag biter
jag sliter
jag slår,
men vad jag än försöker med tar jag mig inte loss. fan.